Why did this happen to me?

You should play when you want and have a great shape , for instance in the morning i feel real strong . Try to focuse on the other activities , learn something new ( opening, endgame) .

This post may help
lichess.org/@/Avetik_ChessMood/blog/stop-playing-chess-when-your-body-doesnt-want-to/NOM2gz72

Hall of fame baseball players will slump 3 for 30 sometimes.

They keep working. And working. Ultra focused. Improving weaknesses.

Then they go 17 for 30 and win the World Series.

MyPoint:: find the #1 issue.
Train it 30 + hours nxt month.
And don't freak out when you drop points bc then you will drop more.

That isn't much. That drop is reasonable, called variance.

@KDMFan said in #4:
> Yeah but I WANT TO PLAY chess.

Ok, You want to play chess. I really like your attitude.

Then just look at your last game - take your time - and think about, if this is, what YOU want to call "playing chess"?
(hint: moving the same pieces several times in the opening, even onto the backrank / blundering pawns / blindly exchanging pieses)...

@KDMFan said in #8:
> Not that game, an ULTRABULLET one.

Comeon...